STPM

Wow...I barely remember when was the last time i posted a blog post..LOL..

But who cares?STPM is in few more days...i keep on telling myself that this is not the time to panic,everything'll be fine...

Last Saturday,M.Y.F asked Mr.Chan to give a talk on "How to Prepare for Your Exam" which i know it's kinda late..But anyways,that talk did help us in someway..

Here are some points that were given..let's check out how many ticks i got..

1.Pray (I've been praying since the day i entered form six,so it's a tick.)

2.Lose the excuses (Well,i accomplished this to certain extent...LOL..i guess it's a "NO" for this)

3.Plan ahead (I did plan a timetable,but din follow it,"NO" for this too...)

4.Study group (Certainly YES!It works well and fine for a few weeks until my trial exam)

5.Eat well (Yeap,i eat well everyday!!)

6.Get your rest (HHmmmm..I think i rest enough..haha!!)

7.Practice for your exam (I've done some past years papers...so YES for this column)

8.Have some fun (YES YES YES!!! Obviously im having not some fun,but lots of fun..lol!)

So,I got 6 out of 8...hehe..I just hope I dont forget what i've studied during exam...about other factors,I can just surrender all of them to GOD..

Post-Exam Syndrome

The Mid-Year Examination finally came to an end yesterday,we all thought we were supposed to be happy,relaxed because of the burdens being lifted,but guess what???We all ended up sitting in our classroom today,discussing how awkward we passed our night at home...

This is what people call post-exam syndrome i suppose...although it's just a mid-year test (we're gonna have our major exam end of this year) ,ending of this is killing us...all of us...we had been busy during the exam period,stay up till 3 in the morning and owing lots and lots of sleep debts...trying to cover all the topics that were coming out in the paper...just after everything ended...we were so happy at that moment,but only at that moment...

I started to think back on an article i read in The Star Newspaper long times ago...It's was an interview with those Amazing Race participants (if im not mistaken...)...They said :"After the race,they felt like completely detached from the world..."They woke up early and travelled for whole day long during racing time...but things are different now...they cannot suit themselves back in their mundane daily routine...

What we face today are preety common with what they went through...before exam,we wanted to have our holidays so much....but when the time comes,we dont feel like having it,at least i dont want that so much...I was really thinking to study during holidays,but i dont know if i'll do that or not...

Things can be better if the internet connection is good,at least i can still chat with friends when im bored...but i really dont know what happens to my msn,i feel so frustrated trying to sign in my msn...and...I barely survived through the first day without texting her...she was busy because today's her mom's birthday,and her phone credit is running low...sometimes i dont really like texting..Instead,i prefer a phone call..that's what im gonna do tonight,call her up and then just talk to her for a while...May GOD bless her always...

Triangle

I'm gonna share something that i learnt from Gail and Dawn...Both of them have really inspired me a lot on how to overcome my own struggles...especially the ones in my relationship...

But i know they did that with GOD's help...because Dawn once told me when an imperfect person takes advices from another imperfect person,the the solution will surely be incomplete too...and sometimes we will end up messing up everything...

Back to the topic,just one week ago when i read Gail's Msn Space,i saw her mentioned about this in one of her blog post..."A relationship between a boy and a girl is like a triangle,with God centered on top of the triangle,only when both the individuals walk closer to GOD,they become closer to each other..." WOW!!! First thought that came into my mind was,Gail...you have potential to become a great philosopher (not sure if you think that out or quote that from somewhere???lol)

I absolutely agree wih Gail's statement..NO DOUBT on that...Gail summarized a whole relationship in just a triangle talk,which seems really simple but it's of utmost difficulties...Sometimes things can be really simple if we - "Smart Alex-es" dont complicate them...

Do we-human beings sometimes forget about the simplest need in our lives?? Have we all tried to crave for things that are unnecessary and useless?? Have we forgotten on what GOD has promised to us??

The same things apply to every relationship...I was having my exam until today,but i faced something undesirable few days ago before my last 3papers...My heart was broken...Back then,i didnt know who can i talk to...and finally i called Dawn and i told her i really needed her at that moment...but she was having her meeting,so i could only wait...Thank GOD,she's so caring that she called me back and talked to me for almost half an hour...for that 30 minutes++ conveersation,she shared a lots of her experience with me,and taught me how to claim GOD's promises...after talking to her,i felt that the burdens have been taken off from my shoulder,i knew that my experiences were nothing compared to GOD's,but he din grumble...

Love can be really simple like a triangle (of course im not encouraging a three-sided love relationhip,lol),as what Gail and Dawn said...It needs not all those trigonometric ratios such as sine,cosine,tangent,cotangent,e.t.c ,ambiguous cases and complex formulae...It just needs both parties to focus on GOD so that they can become closer to each other...

Thank you Dawn jiejie,for being with me when i needed someone the most,thanks for your advices...Thank you Catherine,for letting me know that you need help,i'll be here for you,you are not alone

Exam

With Mid-Term exam approaching,that indirectly indicates that i have to puke out what i've been studying so far...which means A LOT!!!!

I seriosly think i have to be a bulimic before i can do this...Things are different in from 6,even though we just study 4 subjects,but there are not as easy as in SPM...or i should say,SPM is just kacang putih...

Whatever it's,i'll still have to face it...like it or not...But sometimes i feel sorry for teachers too,because they have to mark our "pukes"..lol~Like our PA2,we have to write 2essays,and the answer some questions,draw a graph and also interpret a stimulant given...Some of might be good to the teacher,and write no thing on the paper to save up teacher's energy where she just has to cross the paper and draw a cirle infront of the paper (sometimes the circle becomes oval,when she's really mad...lol)

But most of the times i feel sorry for the students,they have done nothing wrong besides memorising some facts wrongly or draw some strange structures out...If the teacher's mood is good,then most probably she'll just give back the paper and say nothing...and then the whole class remains silent for 2 or 3 periods...or worse,teacher will "comment" on the answer students gave infront of others..hummiliating them...

The good thing is sometimes teachers will give us some encourgaments and ask us to try better next time,this is what we like the most!!!lol~

Arggghhh...lots of things happen during exam time...cant get enough sleep,stressed out,and have to on-caffeine every night...No one else to be blamed,because im one of those who prefers to burn midnight oil at eleventh hour than studying regularly...lol~


WORK HARD,WILLIAM...you can PLAY HARD after this...lol...miss you a lot...Catherine...take good care of yourself when you are studying... :)

Sometimes i dont really think i know myself much...but one thing that im sure of myself is that im pessimistic,this explains my emotional and melodramatic behaviours...

Why would i say so???Take an example,i can easily feel depressed when i face some challenges,even a minor one..Then i start to act out weirdly,completely not me...i think no one can explain why is this happen to me...but after what i heard from my teacher last night (we're doing somekind of case study) ,i think that maybe im pressuring myself too much...

This mood swing that happens occasionally is really killing me...i realy dont like that,because i tend to hurt someone's feeling when i act strangely to them...This is also my main concern now because i have HER now,it's no longer a problem of me...i really dont wanna hurt the one who i wish not to hurt under all circumstances...

Again,i must say GOD's really wonderful.through HER,i see the importance of getting rid of this bad habit from me...and she's really doing her part in this,she's forgiving me,showing HER patience in this...

Thank You,Lord...Thank you,Catherine...Everyone,just believe that you are worth to be loved by someone,and that's gonna change your negative thinking,the WORLD'll be a better place to you...

Credit to ShiRui!!!

Thank you so much ShiRui,for editting my blogger's interface for me...lol~

Well,It'd been long..but im now back...i hope i can update my blog more frequently,but this year is my BIG year and a busy one...So,i'll just try my best keep you guys updated but cant promise anything here...haha~~

Im blissful for what GOD has given to me...and i'll always be thankful for that...haha~
With Catherine in my life now,everything is so beautiful and wonderful and each day is so meaningful...We both know very well GOD'll bless this relationship...hehe...

That's all for this time...^^ God bless us all!!!

my 19th birthday

Received only few presents???no birthday party???and no element of surprise???All of that doesn't really matter...

It was 11th feb,one day before my birthday,i went out celebrating my birthday with Liching (the girl who has same birth date as mine).Btw,this is the first time we celebrate our birthday together...We ate pizza,bought ourselves a cake and made birthday wish together and we chatted on lots of stuff...Did not count down for our birthday because next day had school...

Liching

Back to home,it was about 11 something...Lied on the bed waiting for birthday wishes from friends...Unexpectedly,the first one who sent me birthday text message was a guy,kinda dissapointed...LOL...waited for few minutes more and familiar text-message-received ring tone rang,birthday wishes flooded my inbox.Mostly just-known friends and a few high school classmates...Having insomnia,i switched on my computer,chatted on msn with friends like i wasn't having school on the next day...It was 1 o'clock then...

Nothing much happened in school on 12th feb besides birthday wishes are spoken and birthday song was sang...At night,sis.charissa and bro.clement bought me a piece of cake from Secret Recipe,it was my favourite Oreo Cheese Cake...LOL...

I was not really celebrating my birthday on 12th feb,but it's more on 11th,12th and 13th because my classmates gave me birthday presents only after 12th feb...haha!!!

Handmade notebook by michelle

wallet from xiao han

Hat given by my classmates

Birthday cards from my cousin and church members

I'm 19...this would be the last birthday of mine on tenth-digit of "1"...I must take up some responsibilities now as a grown-up...

I must care for my family and my friend more...

I must help those in needs...

I must study hard and pass my stpm excellently to repay my parents...

I must give my best in serving the GOD...

I must save up for the future...

and more and more...


I'm exhausted after half day of travelling...must get some rest now...

Life-Reflecting Gag

An engineer is standing outside the Pearly Gates."Sorry,"St.Peter says,"but you're in the wrong place."He snaps his finger and the engineer ended up in hell.

Dissatisfied with the level of comfort there,the engineer starts making improvements.

One day,God phones Satan to ask how things are going.

"Great,"he answers,"We've got central air and escalators now.There's no telling what the engineer will come up with next."

"You've got an engineer?"God says.

"There's been a mistake,send him back up here or I'll sue."

"Yeah,right,"Satan chuckles."Where are you going to find a lawyer?"

(taken from Reader's Digest)


So sardonic and cynical,isn't it???

Loo's Talk

First lesson of biology tuition in 2009 started with some advices,encouragements as well as introduction to several types of studying methods (as expected) from my dear tutor,Mr.Henry Loo.

He actually took half an hour for that,no kidding...He would really make such a good counsellor if he wasn't a teacher.He talked on lots of stuffs,so I'll just quote some of them which what I remember down and inside the bracket is my comment...

"In your upper six life,nothing can be more important than your health,you should make health your priority." (I'm absolutely agree with that..LOL~)

"Bright student never sleep before twelve." (this is what I've been training myself and I'm quite satisfied with the turnout,although sometime i ain't studying...LOL~)

"You guys can never never never take nap,remember that!!!" (I was like...WOW,I'm a little surprised by that,but as some of the papers will be in the afternoon,so we really have to practice out this.)

"Usually thinner guys are more likely to achieve better in their studies!!!" (LOL~I was so so so overwhelmed by the happiness when I listened to this that suddenly my mind isn't thinking about gaining weight anymore...LOL~)

Then he continued by telling us about what happened when he went to Melbourne,one of his student's working as a specialist over there,engagement of his daughter...What impressed me the most was the story about a guy who age two years above us are planning to take up a medical degree.Meanwhile,he has got his pharmacy degree and is under one-year training to be a registered pharmacist.

Stories told by others might or might not be true,I don't know...But by no mean of harm,they have really benefited me a lot..Even if they are lies,what do I lose by listening to that???In this year,I'm looking forward to learn more from him.FFHHEEWWW, don't play play,he is an experienced teacher with over thirty years of teaching experience!! LOL~


P:S Now you know,this loo isn't that loo...lol

Nothing Personal

What a sad day today,for the very first time in my form six school life i did not hand in my homework,i got caught!!!Nothing more to say than that I'm seriously unlucky!!!

I guess no one could have better luck than my classmate who had never send in his homework for the past half-year...What displeased me more was her stupid remark..."You all wanna get an A or a F for your (subject) in STPM???(It would be really obvious of who I'm talking about if I name the subject...forgive me^^),if you want to,better finish the homework i gave!!!"

Few things which i would like to point out here to defend my own stand are:-

Firstly,She was asking us to refer to the reference book and then redo the question which logically no one would do that as that's a waste of time.Basically,we'll just copy the question and the answer straight away.

Secondly,I don't think what she said is true...Am i guaranteed to score A if i complete her homework???The answer would be NO!!!

But anyway,i still do her homework because of my obligation as a student...Story continues,i did it,finished it and was waiting for the bell to ring...and all of a sudden she came and talked to me..."Wei Lun,you should have removed to tables behind the classroom.Don't you see there's lots of bird's faeces there???" (the classroom was left empty and uncleaned during school holidays)What's the point of doing so???Am i not intelligent enough to get what's in her mind???Would it be better to clean the floor than to clean the tables???All I did was nodding my head because i really did not wanna get "unexpected" remark from her anymore...


I've now finally understood how my friend used to feel when he was in form 5...and I'm becoming more rebellious like him...LOL~

Holiday Flashback

Holiday is ending in two more days,here is a summary of what i've done in this one and a half months...

WORKING
I went back to work as a cashier in Tampin Shopping Centre as soon as holiday started,but that kind of feeling was not the same as last year's after i finished my SPM,i had definitely lost all the anticipations.When i was working,all i thought of was just resignation and then of course...my salary...XD...Dealing with different kinds of people,i've learnt to be tolerant and observant...as i've mentioned in my previous post,i've got to know some special people who are ignorant and annoying...Anyway,i'm not going to see them anymore...XD

SUNDAY SCHOOL'S CHRISTMAS CELEBRATION
Christmas was near,so we were all busy preparing for a christmas celebration for the Sunday school kids...There's one thing special about church activities,you don't have to worry that your job wont get done...lol~Brothers and sisters are all very helpful,we did what we could to succeed the celebration.Though there was some technical problems to the projector that day,we managed to handle that with uncle Hanji's help...Surprise for the Sunday school's principal Mr.Chan when a cake was brought out and the Birthday Song was sung...After that,i went out for a drink with church friends and had taken many many many photos that night...

CAROLLING
We sang,we shared,we watched and we ate!!!LOL~The most memorable ones was at auntie ai mei's house,that was the last house we went for carolling on the last day,so we could stay longer there...Auntie aimei and her children are christian but her husband is still a non-christian,but thank GOD for doing his job...YiLin(daughter of auntie aimei) cried when she sang the first song...after that,as we were waiting to sing the next song,Clement,David and I chit-chatted,drinking can wine that contains 14% of alcohol,well,that's much for me..haha...David had two cans but clement and I just had one...A little bit disappointed because we din try the turkey,heard them saying it's hard to get in Malaysia and it costs about RM200++...

MALACCA ONE DAY TRIP
That day was 25th of December,after went to church,i called sikhoe and asked him if he was going anywhere that day and well....he answered no...kinda disappointed,but it's okayy...mom din cook that day,so i called him again to go out for lunch...Having the car parked,we walked to the KFC to have our lunch,10meters away from the door,he said:"How about we go to malacca???"LOL~Don't be surprised,being spontaneous is always his style,we started to call people and finally,Steven and Xiao Han were going with us... we ate some Taiwanese foods there and we watched "The Spirit"...quite lame...LOL~

LAST DAY OF 2008
Despite of spending my last day of 2008 meaninglessly,i went to Nilai with sik hoe as he wanted to bring his stuffs back to college...We were supposed to leave at 11a.m but we left an hour late...After that,we went to Seremban to pick one friend up-Xiao Ting who had just got back from JB...We had "Bak Kut Teh" for lunch aka breakfast...Continued our journey to Nilai inti college... After unloading everything,we waited Xiao Ting as she wanted to bathe,while i just had my forty-winks...Though we were not familiar with the way to MidValley Mega mall,but SikHoe decided to uphold to the "there's-a-first-time-for-everything principle" of himself and went on following the signboards...LOL~Everything went on smoothly until we entered the car park..The car park is confusing with the too-many signboards pointing all the ways,but luckily,no accident and we managed to get a parking without scratching the sedan (expensive ones) beside...Thought to watch a movie but under time constraint,we din watch...XiaoTing also left us to meet with her friends in KL Sentral.We went to shop around instead,you know,there's discount for everything...i got a bag for RM60 and a RM50 G2000 shirt for myself whereas Sikhoe got himself a G2000 shirt for RM143 and a tee for RM65...On the other hand,Saren (our Indian friend) bought two bottles of protein powder that cost him about RM180...We were lucky because on our way back,there was'nt traffic jam..lol~Just took us one and a half hours to reach Tampin,much more sooner then we thought...XD

THE LAST 15 MINUTES OF2008
We went to ice house cafe straight away when we reached,thought to go to A'Famosa for fireworks show but couldn't make it,so i just ordered a choco-coffee ice blended drink and a black pepper fish chop...chit-chatted with few best friends there,talk about what we've done...Two of them were talking to their girl friends on phone...and then,"Happy New Year"!

Went back home after that,din think too much,received and replied messages from friends then after taking my bath,i slept...I've been single for one year^^My new year wish,i hope my friendship with my best friends lasts...then can study really hard...and my parents,sisters and friends are all in good condition~

Lastly,i would like to thank SinYi here...lol~i learn to summarize things like this after i viewed your blog...Thanks!!!^.~You wont charge me for the royalty right???LOL~