The Mid-Year Examination finally came to an end yesterday,we all thought we were supposed to be happy,relaxed because of the burdens being lifted,but guess what???We all ended up sitting in our classroom today,discussing how awkward we passed our night at home...
This is what people call post-exam syndrome i suppose...although it's just a mid-year test (we're gonna have our major exam end of this year) ,ending of this is killing us...all of us...we had been busy during the exam period,stay up till 3 in the morning and owing lots and lots of sleep debts...trying to cover all the topics that were coming out in the paper...just after everything ended...we were so happy at that moment,but only at that moment...
I started to think back on an article i read in The Star Newspaper long times ago...It's was an interview with those Amazing Race participants (if im not mistaken...)...They said :"After the race,they felt like completely detached from the world..."They woke up early and travelled for whole day long during racing time...but things are different now...they cannot suit themselves back in their mundane daily routine...
What we face today are preety common with what they went through...before exam,we wanted to have our holidays so much....but when the time comes,we dont feel like having it,at least i dont want that so much...I was really thinking to study during holidays,but i dont know if i'll do that or not...
Things can be better if the internet connection is good,at least i can still chat with friends when im bored...but i really dont know what happens to my msn,i feel so frustrated trying to sign in my msn...and...I barely survived through the first day without texting her...she was busy because today's her mom's birthday,and her phone credit is running low...sometimes i dont really like texting..Instead,i prefer a phone call..that's what im gonna do tonight,call her up and then just talk to her for a while...May GOD bless her always...
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Triangle
I'm gonna share something that i learnt from Gail and Dawn...Both of them have really inspired me a lot on how to overcome my own struggles...especially the ones in my relationship...
But i know they did that with GOD's help...because Dawn once told me when an imperfect person takes advices from another imperfect person,the the solution will surely be incomplete too...and sometimes we will end up messing up everything...
Back to the topic,just one week ago when i read Gail's Msn Space,i saw her mentioned about this in one of her blog post..."A relationship between a boy and a girl is like a triangle,with God centered on top of the triangle,only when both the individuals walk closer to GOD,they become closer to each other..." WOW!!! First thought that came into my mind was,Gail...you have potential to become a great philosopher (not sure if you think that out or quote that from somewhere???lol)
I absolutely agree wih Gail's statement..NO DOUBT on that...Gail summarized a whole relationship in just a triangle talk,which seems really simple but it's of utmost difficulties...Sometimes things can be really simple if we - "Smart Alex-es" dont complicate them...
Do we-human beings sometimes forget about the simplest need in our lives?? Have we all tried to crave for things that are unnecessary and useless?? Have we forgotten on what GOD has promised to us??
The same things apply to every relationship...I was having my exam until today,but i faced something undesirable few days ago before my last 3papers...My heart was broken...Back then,i didnt know who can i talk to...and finally i called Dawn and i told her i really needed her at that moment...but she was having her meeting,so i could only wait...Thank GOD,she's so caring that she called me back and talked to me for almost half an hour...for that 30 minutes++ conveersation,she shared a lots of her experience with me,and taught me how to claim GOD's promises...after talking to her,i felt that the burdens have been taken off from my shoulder,i knew that my experiences were nothing compared to GOD's,but he din grumble...
Love can be really simple like a triangle (of course im not encouraging a three-sided love relationhip,lol),as what Gail and Dawn said...It needs not all those trigonometric ratios such as sine,cosine,tangent,cotangent,e.t.c ,ambiguous cases and complex formulae...It just needs both parties to focus on GOD so that they can become closer to each other...
Thank you Dawn jiejie,for being with me when i needed someone the most,thanks for your advices...Thank you Catherine,for letting me know that you need help,i'll be here for you,you are not alone
But i know they did that with GOD's help...because Dawn once told me when an imperfect person takes advices from another imperfect person,the the solution will surely be incomplete too...and sometimes we will end up messing up everything...
Back to the topic,just one week ago when i read Gail's Msn Space,i saw her mentioned about this in one of her blog post..."A relationship between a boy and a girl is like a triangle,with God centered on top of the triangle,only when both the individuals walk closer to GOD,they become closer to each other..." WOW!!! First thought that came into my mind was,Gail...you have potential to become a great philosopher (not sure if you think that out or quote that from somewhere???lol)
I absolutely agree wih Gail's statement..NO DOUBT on that...Gail summarized a whole relationship in just a triangle talk,which seems really simple but it's of utmost difficulties...Sometimes things can be really simple if we - "Smart Alex-es" dont complicate them...
Do we-human beings sometimes forget about the simplest need in our lives?? Have we all tried to crave for things that are unnecessary and useless?? Have we forgotten on what GOD has promised to us??
The same things apply to every relationship...I was having my exam until today,but i faced something undesirable few days ago before my last 3papers...My heart was broken...Back then,i didnt know who can i talk to...and finally i called Dawn and i told her i really needed her at that moment...but she was having her meeting,so i could only wait...Thank GOD,she's so caring that she called me back and talked to me for almost half an hour...for that 30 minutes++ conveersation,she shared a lots of her experience with me,and taught me how to claim GOD's promises...after talking to her,i felt that the burdens have been taken off from my shoulder,i knew that my experiences were nothing compared to GOD's,but he din grumble...
Love can be really simple like a triangle (of course im not encouraging a three-sided love relationhip,lol),as what Gail and Dawn said...It needs not all those trigonometric ratios such as sine,cosine,tangent,cotangent,e.t.c ,ambiguous cases and complex formulae...It just needs both parties to focus on GOD so that they can become closer to each other...
Thank you Dawn jiejie,for being with me when i needed someone the most,thanks for your advices...Thank you Catherine,for letting me know that you need help,i'll be here for you,you are not alone
Monday, May 18, 2009
Exam
With Mid-Term exam approaching,that indirectly indicates that i have to puke out what i've been studying so far...which means A LOT!!!!
I seriosly think i have to be a bulimic before i can do this...Things are different in from 6,even though we just study 4 subjects,but there are not as easy as in SPM...or i should say,SPM is just kacang putih...
Whatever it's,i'll still have to face it...like it or not...But sometimes i feel sorry for teachers too,because they have to mark our "pukes"..lol~Like our PA2,we have to write 2essays,and the answer some questions,draw a graph and also interpret a stimulant given...Some of might be good to the teacher,and write no thing on the paper to save up teacher's energy where she just has to cross the paper and draw a cirle infront of the paper (sometimes the circle becomes oval,when she's really mad...lol)
But most of the times i feel sorry for the students,they have done nothing wrong besides memorising some facts wrongly or draw some strange structures out...If the teacher's mood is good,then most probably she'll just give back the paper and say nothing...and then the whole class remains silent for 2 or 3 periods...or worse,teacher will "comment" on the answer students gave infront of others..hummiliating them...
The good thing is sometimes teachers will give us some encourgaments and ask us to try better next time,this is what we like the most!!!lol~
Arggghhh...lots of things happen during exam time...cant get enough sleep,stressed out,and have to on-caffeine every night...No one else to be blamed,because im one of those who prefers to burn midnight oil at eleventh hour than studying regularly...lol~
WORK HARD,WILLIAM...you can PLAY HARD after this...lol...miss you a lot...Catherine...take good care of yourself when you are studying... :)
I seriosly think i have to be a bulimic before i can do this...Things are different in from 6,even though we just study 4 subjects,but there are not as easy as in SPM...or i should say,SPM is just kacang putih...
Whatever it's,i'll still have to face it...like it or not...But sometimes i feel sorry for teachers too,because they have to mark our "pukes"..lol~Like our PA2,we have to write 2essays,and the answer some questions,draw a graph and also interpret a stimulant given...Some of might be good to the teacher,and write no thing on the paper to save up teacher's energy where she just has to cross the paper and draw a cirle infront of the paper (sometimes the circle becomes oval,when she's really mad...lol)
But most of the times i feel sorry for the students,they have done nothing wrong besides memorising some facts wrongly or draw some strange structures out...If the teacher's mood is good,then most probably she'll just give back the paper and say nothing...and then the whole class remains silent for 2 or 3 periods...or worse,teacher will "comment" on the answer students gave infront of others..hummiliating them...
The good thing is sometimes teachers will give us some encourgaments and ask us to try better next time,this is what we like the most!!!lol~
Arggghhh...lots of things happen during exam time...cant get enough sleep,stressed out,and have to on-caffeine every night...No one else to be blamed,because im one of those who prefers to burn midnight oil at eleventh hour than studying regularly...lol~
WORK HARD,WILLIAM...you can PLAY HARD after this...lol...miss you a lot...Catherine...take good care of yourself when you are studying... :)
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Sometimes i dont really think i know myself much...but one thing that im sure of myself is that im pessimistic,this explains my emotional and melodramatic behaviours...
Why would i say so???Take an example,i can easily feel depressed when i face some challenges,even a minor one..Then i start to act out weirdly,completely not me...i think no one can explain why is this happen to me...but after what i heard from my teacher last night (we're doing somekind of case study) ,i think that maybe im pressuring myself too much...
This mood swing that happens occasionally is really killing me...i realy dont like that,because i tend to hurt someone's feeling when i act strangely to them...This is also my main concern now because i have HER now,it's no longer a problem of me...i really dont wanna hurt the one who i wish not to hurt under all circumstances...
Again,i must say GOD's really wonderful.through HER,i see the importance of getting rid of this bad habit from me...and she's really doing her part in this,she's forgiving me,showing HER patience in this...
Thank You,Lord...Thank you,Catherine...Everyone,just believe that you are worth to be loved by someone,and that's gonna change your negative thinking,the WORLD'll be a better place to you...
Why would i say so???Take an example,i can easily feel depressed when i face some challenges,even a minor one..Then i start to act out weirdly,completely not me...i think no one can explain why is this happen to me...but after what i heard from my teacher last night (we're doing somekind of case study) ,i think that maybe im pressuring myself too much...
This mood swing that happens occasionally is really killing me...i realy dont like that,because i tend to hurt someone's feeling when i act strangely to them...This is also my main concern now because i have HER now,it's no longer a problem of me...i really dont wanna hurt the one who i wish not to hurt under all circumstances...
Again,i must say GOD's really wonderful.through HER,i see the importance of getting rid of this bad habit from me...and she's really doing her part in this,she's forgiving me,showing HER patience in this...
Thank You,Lord...Thank you,Catherine...Everyone,just believe that you are worth to be loved by someone,and that's gonna change your negative thinking,the WORLD'll be a better place to you...
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Credit to ShiRui!!!
Thank you so much ShiRui,for editting my blogger's interface for me...lol~
Well,It'd been long..but im now back...i hope i can update my blog more frequently,but this year is my BIG year and a busy one...So,i'll just try my best keep you guys updated but cant promise anything here...haha~~
Im blissful for what GOD has given to me...and i'll always be thankful for that...haha~
With Catherine in my life now,everything is so beautiful and wonderful and each day is so meaningful...We both know very well GOD'll bless this relationship...hehe...
That's all for this time...^^ God bless us all!!!
Well,It'd been long..but im now back...i hope i can update my blog more frequently,but this year is my BIG year and a busy one...So,i'll just try my best keep you guys updated but cant promise anything here...haha~~
Im blissful for what GOD has given to me...and i'll always be thankful for that...haha~
With Catherine in my life now,everything is so beautiful and wonderful and each day is so meaningful...We both know very well GOD'll bless this relationship...hehe...
That's all for this time...^^ God bless us all!!!
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