Sometimes i dont really think i know myself much...but one thing that im sure of myself is that im pessimistic,this explains my emotional and melodramatic behaviours...

Why would i say so???Take an example,i can easily feel depressed when i face some challenges,even a minor one..Then i start to act out weirdly,completely not me...i think no one can explain why is this happen to me...but after what i heard from my teacher last night (we're doing somekind of case study) ,i think that maybe im pressuring myself too much...

This mood swing that happens occasionally is really killing me...i realy dont like that,because i tend to hurt someone's feeling when i act strangely to them...This is also my main concern now because i have HER now,it's no longer a problem of me...i really dont wanna hurt the one who i wish not to hurt under all circumstances...

Again,i must say GOD's really wonderful.through HER,i see the importance of getting rid of this bad habit from me...and she's really doing her part in this,she's forgiving me,showing HER patience in this...

Thank You,Lord...Thank you,Catherine...Everyone,just believe that you are worth to be loved by someone,and that's gonna change your negative thinking,the WORLD'll be a better place to you...

Credit to ShiRui!!!

Thank you so much ShiRui,for editting my blogger's interface for me...lol~

Well,It'd been long..but im now back...i hope i can update my blog more frequently,but this year is my BIG year and a busy one...So,i'll just try my best keep you guys updated but cant promise anything here...haha~~

Im blissful for what GOD has given to me...and i'll always be thankful for that...haha~
With Catherine in my life now,everything is so beautiful and wonderful and each day is so meaningful...We both know very well GOD'll bless this relationship...hehe...

That's all for this time...^^ God bless us all!!!

my 19th birthday

Received only few presents???no birthday party???and no element of surprise???All of that doesn't really matter...

It was 11th feb,one day before my birthday,i went out celebrating my birthday with Liching (the girl who has same birth date as mine).Btw,this is the first time we celebrate our birthday together...We ate pizza,bought ourselves a cake and made birthday wish together and we chatted on lots of stuff...Did not count down for our birthday because next day had school...

Liching

Back to home,it was about 11 something...Lied on the bed waiting for birthday wishes from friends...Unexpectedly,the first one who sent me birthday text message was a guy,kinda dissapointed...LOL...waited for few minutes more and familiar text-message-received ring tone rang,birthday wishes flooded my inbox.Mostly just-known friends and a few high school classmates...Having insomnia,i switched on my computer,chatted on msn with friends like i wasn't having school on the next day...It was 1 o'clock then...

Nothing much happened in school on 12th feb besides birthday wishes are spoken and birthday song was sang...At night,sis.charissa and bro.clement bought me a piece of cake from Secret Recipe,it was my favourite Oreo Cheese Cake...LOL...

I was not really celebrating my birthday on 12th feb,but it's more on 11th,12th and 13th because my classmates gave me birthday presents only after 12th feb...haha!!!

Handmade notebook by michelle

wallet from xiao han

Hat given by my classmates

Birthday cards from my cousin and church members

I'm 19...this would be the last birthday of mine on tenth-digit of "1"...I must take up some responsibilities now as a grown-up...

I must care for my family and my friend more...

I must help those in needs...

I must study hard and pass my stpm excellently to repay my parents...

I must give my best in serving the GOD...

I must save up for the future...

and more and more...


I'm exhausted after half day of travelling...must get some rest now...